FREEEEEDDDOOOMMMMMMMMM!!!!!

I AM FREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

ITS OVVVEEERRRRR hahahaha yeah! lol.. the stress is OOOVVVEER i feel like im going insane but im FREEE!

ahhh… now what do i do with my time…

*sigh*…

i still hav ea resting heart rate of 78… which is massive… i need to rest… and sleep alot… o well…

zzzzzzz

i shall sleep…

BTW my bro’s getting married this saturday.

One down, One to go!

ALLLMMOOOOSSSSTTTT THEEREEEE!! and the last one is a group assignment… so wheee!!!! I CAN TASTE THE FREEDOM!!!! lollll…. that is all

Finally! Holidays! Woot!

Ahhh... holidays... couldn't start it without a few rounds of gaming lol... Now I can finally relax for a bit lol... Stress is over! and it is 3am in the morning! and I am tired... lol... I should sleep... but still! I'm FREEEEEE!!!! WHEEEEEeeeee! lol...

Aite...

Holiday Sleeping Patterns...

Holidays would be the worst time of the year for my physical body I reckon. Why do I say that? Because of my extremely retarded sleeping and eating patterns during holiday periods. With no uni and no work, there is no reason to sleep early and no reason to wake up early... Hence I sleep LATE and wake up even later. When I say late I mean I've drifted from sleeping at 1am ish from the start of the holidays, to sleeping at 4:30am last night... which... is pretty bad... I woke up at 2:30pm this morning... so that's horrendous lol... church on sundays is the only thing that brings my week back into relative alignment but even then, I still sleep at 1:30am and sometimes 2am.. to wake up at 8am... either way holidays are really unhealthy for me. Because I'm only awake at those hours I only eat about 2 meals a day... so... thats also very unhealthy... While I'm working or at uni I eat 3 and sometimes even 4 meals a day and sleep at or before 12am... and waking at 7-8am... and if I have 8 am starts at uni or work then I sleep sometimes at around 10-11pm which is an incredible feat for those of you who know me and my nocturnal tendencies. So yes... I'm sure I've gotten skinner than I was at the start of the holidays, and I was already skinny then... Probably lost abit of muscle as well from the lack of physical exercise... At least I have work next week :P

Holidays...

I finished exams like.... 2 saturdays ago... so for the last 2 weeks I've been working like 20.5 hours a week... but apart from that I've done practically nothing exciting... sure I played heaps of computer games... finished Crysis, finished Assassin's Creed, and half way through Supreme Commander: Forged Alliance... but, those things simply kill time... and have no lasting value... so what if I finish a game? Soon after you'll be bored again and it isn't that exciting or beneficial to reflect or even vegetate on how u played that game. I'm pretty sure I need to get out of my house more often and interact with some real people... but work gets in the way to frequently... And I kinda feel bad if I skip work just to hang out with friends... If you could see the look on my face right now its probably the most dull, monotonous and tired look you'll see me have. Even the sound of a message coming through on my phone breaks the monotony, and gets me slightly excited cos I'm communicating with someone... how lame... ... ...

uber bored... which means I should be using this time to do the things I said I will do these holidays... like... clean my craphole of a room, and practise guitar... but it's still stuff you do alone... so its still boring and very unmotivating...